Saturday, June 18, 2011

And so it was said...

tell me that im beautiful baby,
whether u mean it or not.
tell me im the best you ever had,
and i'm all you'll ever want,
tell me that u need me,
and that everything feels so right.
tell me that its crazy baby and that u just cant seem to sleep at night.
tell me im unique, and different.
make me have a soul again.
tell me im ok baby,
and that I can just be me again.
tell me that im wonderful,
and that this life i was born to lead,
tell me that your happy baby,
and its all because of me.
hold me tight in the night my love.
n kiss away my fears,
im just so damned scared right now,
its been so many years.
sleep next to me lightly,
and only touch me soft,
im as vulnerable as they come right now,
and im not quite sure your touch will be enough.
im as cold.....

as cold as ice....

and i dont believe in much...

but i'll let you tell me lies right now baby,
n ill act like I believe them, no matter what.
I need to feel you kiss me,
because I need to know Im still real.
I need to feel the warmth of someone,
to remember how it feels.
I need to see you look at me,
and actually pay attention to my face,
I need you to care about my thoughts,
and not just my embrace.
I need you to love me for my mind,
and not just because Im young.
I need you to see my soul,
and have yours and mine become one.
Im not just another looker,
with those high, high heels that you crave.
Im much,much more then a body,
I'll be sure to have bad days.
Im not at all perfect,
you get just what you see.
over time you'll see it more,
and Im sure you'll get sick of me.

Ive yet to meet a man, that can get down deep into my soul.
I guess, cause Im not worth it,
as thats what ive been told.