seasons change
I age.
body, face, internal dialogue
I sway.
wrinkles map my laughter
my eyes remember the days.
The sun has always felt good on my face.
and the leaves never knowing anything but their way.
Your embrace will always populate my thoughts.
Its when Im alone, that you are really there.
traveling along the countryside, with every bit of you I swear.
unspoken moments only for us to ever know.
The things I will ultimately remember as I lay dying slow.
The thoughts I didn't live out, because I was terrified to know.
that it was you I only needed.
and that time is all we'll ever have.
It was then I was just feeling and floating.
listening and hoping.
praying n scoping
a way to make this big ole world my own.
god knows all the ways I love you.
and he knows all the ways I don't.
I can't balance out this medium baby
and its because of that I don't.
I don't need to tell you honey,
because uncannily you already know.
Our hearts n souls are connected baby
by parts we are yet to even know.
You breathe everyday inside me
your "lasting impression" honey is there.
You touch people at a level baby,
thats your real gift right there.
I know you don't see your amazingness,
getting caught up within your own mind.
I cant make you see your encompassment
because your standards are offset by mine.
Just know that you are everything.
Filling holes I didnt know where there.
I leave you and like rushing water it fills me,
with everything thats rare.
Too beautiful to ruin baby,
They'll make us a monument you'll see.
This is what people dream of their entire lives,
To live as you and me.
